the day after

so it's the day after valentine's day and last night sucked. my "whatever" guy decided to tell me a little secret about last valentine's day (he kissed my best friend lots of times) and has lied about it for a whole entire year. totally aggrevated me. o well. we win some we lose some. anyway he made my night bad yesterday. and on top of all that, IKE never called me or even text me. IKE being the new guy in my life who i'm totally crushing on who is absolutely beautiful. it pretty much made me blue. of all people i figured it would be IKE who wanted to wish me a wonderful valentine's day. guess i was also wrong about that one. so today is my pout day and feel sorry for myself. i just need to get over it and prove to the two of them that i'm worth more then they'll ever imagine. BIG FAT JERKS!

new favorite photo

gotta love the MOULIN ROUGE

photoshoot

so these were taken last year during the summer sometime and it was super fun. mandy, haley, doug, and i all enjoyed the time together and the pics that turned out. thanks guys for making that day wonderful

don't let the flu bug hit me

so today i went home sick from work. i feel like complete crap and my head is pounding. not really sure if the flu bug is after me or i'm just feeling weak and tired. sometimes if i think about it long enough i feel like i could vomit all over the place (sorry i know thats gross). slept almost all day and i didn't eat anything but a few noodles and now i feel completely empty inside and it doesn't feel good. i'm such a loser when it comes to being sick i always feel worse and worse and never do anything about it because i never know what actually to do. like today i was to scared to ask my boss if i could go home cause i felt sick and of course he said yes but it felt like it took everything in me to just ask. i'm such a wimp.
anyway, i'm goin to go make me a glass of juice and try to figure out how the rest of the night is goin down. maybe i'll make something for someone or maybe i won't. who knows?

peace
gigi

SUPERBOWL SUNDAY

so today is pretty much blah. it's cold and i'm tired. i guess the SUPERBOWL is suppose to excite me but it doesn't in the least. who cares about some crazy football crap. i'm suppose to attend a SUPERBOWL party today at a friend's house and all i think i'm goin to do is eat all the food and take my scrapbook supplies with me and create something brilliant and wonderful (yeah right) if only i could. maybe work on some valentine's day cards since i have to make some to ship out for a wonderful swap that i entered. i love doing little things like that if only i could get inspired all the time and make something incredible 24/7. but thats doubtful. well i'm off to get around and gather my supplies and make cheese dip. yummy.

gigi

em's challenge week 3

so this is the week 3 card in ***emily falconbridges*** "deck of Me" art journal. so excited every week to add yet another card to my stack. i think by far this is the best way to get inspired and let your creative juices flow. i chose to write about some boy that's in my life and is driving me nuts.

hope everyone likes it. totally love using paint.

gigi

him

just thought i'd go to sleep dreaming about his smile. i saw this guy tonight that makes my world light up and i somehow want to think that he feels the same way about me its just that our paths keep meeting yet somehow seperating at the same exact time. i love him and so it makes it that much more difficult to see his face and not say a word to each other. i admire him from a far. hoping to reach for him and he'll grab my hand but then i snap back into reality and realize that another day will go by and the two of us will feel miles apart. so i leave these simple words of sadness, love, and hope. hope for one day our worlds will collide and never part.

love you a.j.m

~gigi~

welcome...

welcome to my very first blog...i'm super excited about doing this because i have always wanted a place to jot down my thoughts, feelings, inspiration, and all the other random things that float through my head.
why am i so freakin' excited. not really sure. i just know that this should be an adventure for me because now i have to let people into my little random world i call mine.

thanks for looking

~angela~