this is real love

this is what real love looks like when no one is watching...i think that even though he decided to mess up every photo we took..he still loves me and i still love him

elsie inspiration

SCREAMFEST 2007

shelli and i got tickets to SCREAMFEST 2007 and had a BLAST! sunday august 12th at Kemper Arena in Kansas City there we were 2 crazy girls ready for a good time. spending time with my *sister* is always the most fun.


AND HERE THEY ARE:

T.I.



T-Pain



Yung Joc


Ciara



Lloyd



**tfl**

~gigi~

friends come and go

so it's been a complete week since i've been near shelli and let me tell you it hasn't been easy. letting go of someone you love so dear pretty much breaks my heart but i know that she is goin to make people excited to know her where she is now and i think maybe that this is good move towards her being happy with her husband, her job, and ultimately her life. i know that i will always be with her not matter where she is so i'm excited to be someone she considers completly special.
last night i spoke to a friend of mine (scott) that holds a lot of emotions in my mind and in my heart. i love him a lot. just not sure how to love him like a should. i have put him in my life for some reason and he can confuse me and break me down without even saying to words and that is hard for me to comprehend in my life. i don't ever want to lose him no matter what and i feel that just maybe our friendship can last even though he says sometimes you just have to let people go and let them live their life with you. thats hard to grasp because i hold people so close to my heart that letting go can some times alter my heart and mind and i lose sight on the good things that we had and only focus on sadness and maybe anger to some degree.
all i know is that i have loved these 2 people with my whole heart and they will come and go at certain times of my life but forever will me in my heart.
so I LOVE YOU SHELLI!
and I LOVE YOU SCOTT!

-gigi-

lost in la la land

so i've been away for what seems like an eternity but i'm goin to start at this goin strong and attempting to be alive in this blog world everyday. i've kind of been in a rut lately on a lot of things in my life and being creative may be one of the things that has been lacking. so as of today i'm goin to start a new adventure and share with the world my new thoughts and my new challenges. i'm going to be more creative and more into my creative zoning. with all the new products that are out and not having them at my fingertips is truely a downer. i will start fresh with new ideas, new paints, and new fotos to keep the inspiration flowing.

much love

gigi

over a month

so it's been over a month since i last posted...i'm such a slacker.
anyway nothing at all has gone on that is worth anything. i
guess a few birthdays here and there. new people coming in
and out of my life but nothing that's life altering. not sure when
somthing so amazing will hit but i'm ready for a change of some sorts.
till then i guess i'll attempt to try and post something as often as i
can to actually make my life more exciting to share with others.
so long sucka

gigi

new favorite foto

i've never loved anyone like i love him....

just look at us...you can see the love for him in every smile

that shows up on my face.

the day after

so it's the day after valentine's day and last night sucked. my "whatever" guy decided to tell me a little secret about last valentine's day (he kissed my best friend lots of times) and has lied about it for a whole entire year. totally aggrevated me. o well. we win some we lose some. anyway he made my night bad yesterday. and on top of all that, IKE never called me or even text me. IKE being the new guy in my life who i'm totally crushing on who is absolutely beautiful. it pretty much made me blue. of all people i figured it would be IKE who wanted to wish me a wonderful valentine's day. guess i was also wrong about that one. so today is my pout day and feel sorry for myself. i just need to get over it and prove to the two of them that i'm worth more then they'll ever imagine. BIG FAT JERKS!

new favorite photo

gotta love the MOULIN ROUGE

photoshoot

so these were taken last year during the summer sometime and it was super fun. mandy, haley, doug, and i all enjoyed the time together and the pics that turned out. thanks guys for making that day wonderful

don't let the flu bug hit me

so today i went home sick from work. i feel like complete crap and my head is pounding. not really sure if the flu bug is after me or i'm just feeling weak and tired. sometimes if i think about it long enough i feel like i could vomit all over the place (sorry i know thats gross). slept almost all day and i didn't eat anything but a few noodles and now i feel completely empty inside and it doesn't feel good. i'm such a loser when it comes to being sick i always feel worse and worse and never do anything about it because i never know what actually to do. like today i was to scared to ask my boss if i could go home cause i felt sick and of course he said yes but it felt like it took everything in me to just ask. i'm such a wimp.
anyway, i'm goin to go make me a glass of juice and try to figure out how the rest of the night is goin down. maybe i'll make something for someone or maybe i won't. who knows?

peace
gigi

SUPERBOWL SUNDAY

so today is pretty much blah. it's cold and i'm tired. i guess the SUPERBOWL is suppose to excite me but it doesn't in the least. who cares about some crazy football crap. i'm suppose to attend a SUPERBOWL party today at a friend's house and all i think i'm goin to do is eat all the food and take my scrapbook supplies with me and create something brilliant and wonderful (yeah right) if only i could. maybe work on some valentine's day cards since i have to make some to ship out for a wonderful swap that i entered. i love doing little things like that if only i could get inspired all the time and make something incredible 24/7. but thats doubtful. well i'm off to get around and gather my supplies and make cheese dip. yummy.

gigi

em's challenge week 3

so this is the week 3 card in ***emily falconbridges*** "deck of Me" art journal. so excited every week to add yet another card to my stack. i think by far this is the best way to get inspired and let your creative juices flow. i chose to write about some boy that's in my life and is driving me nuts.

hope everyone likes it. totally love using paint.

gigi

him

just thought i'd go to sleep dreaming about his smile. i saw this guy tonight that makes my world light up and i somehow want to think that he feels the same way about me its just that our paths keep meeting yet somehow seperating at the same exact time. i love him and so it makes it that much more difficult to see his face and not say a word to each other. i admire him from a far. hoping to reach for him and he'll grab my hand but then i snap back into reality and realize that another day will go by and the two of us will feel miles apart. so i leave these simple words of sadness, love, and hope. hope for one day our worlds will collide and never part.

love you a.j.m

~gigi~

welcome...

welcome to my very first blog...i'm super excited about doing this because i have always wanted a place to jot down my thoughts, feelings, inspiration, and all the other random things that float through my head.
why am i so freakin' excited. not really sure. i just know that this should be an adventure for me because now i have to let people into my little random world i call mine.

thanks for looking

~angela~